I Want to Die

You dont realize that Im still hurt

I want to curl up into a tight little ball

And roll down into hell

To spend eternity burning

Because that would feel so much better

Than the torment you are putting me through

I wish everyday that this never happened

That none of it was true

That I’d wake up and it will all be a dream

I yearn for whole heart

To feel whole once again

To not be torn and broken inside

Everyone sees it on my face

And I have to go through everyday with the looks and gossip

The rumors and betrayal

What do you have to go through?

Obviously its not as bad as my torment

I want my sanity and salvation back

I want the days that Ive lost

I want to live for eternity and never know this pain

I want to die

Return to me my love

Make this all better

Please let it all not be true

Heal my open wounds

Heal my broken heart and soul

Dont deny me the love I deserve

Dont deny me the love I desire

Dont ever break my heart again

This is what I will say forever

This is what I am bound to feel

This is what I must live with for my eternity

I cannot live with this

I do not want this

Take it and me away

Far away from this place of Earth

I want to die

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