I Want to Die
You dont realize that Im still hurt
I want to curl up into a tight little ball
And roll down into hell
To spend eternity burning
Because that would feel so much better
Than the torment you are putting me through
I wish everyday that this never happened
That none of it was true
That I’d wake up and it will all be a dream
I yearn for whole heart
To feel whole once again
To not be torn and broken inside
Everyone sees it on my face
And I have to go through everyday with the looks and gossip
The rumors and betrayal
What do you have to go through?
Obviously its not as bad as my torment
I want my sanity and salvation back
I want the days that Ive lost
I want to live for eternity and never know this pain
I want to die
Return to me my love
Make this all better
Please let it all not be true
Heal my open wounds
Heal my broken heart and soul
Dont deny me the love I deserve
Dont deny me the love I desire
Dont ever break my heart again
This is what I will say forever
This is what I am bound to feel
This is what I must live with for my eternity
I cannot live with this
I do not want this
Take it and me away
Far away from this place of Earth
I want to die
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